Dear Future Girlyfriend,

You look beautiful today. Did you do something different, cause if so its just perfect. I don’t think I really have anything urgent to say, just wanted to say hi :) . It’s like 3:50 in the morning so as you can guess I still haven’t figured out my ridiculous insomnia, that’s cool though. I guess it gives me a longer time to admire everything in life. I wonder if you know how beautiful you really are like jeeze its breath taking, so stop :P. Whaat ever I guess this should have some meaning and not just a ramble. I love giving random gifts, like you’ll never know what I have up my sleeve, its like there is a genius mastermind inside my head. I hope you’ll like receiving random things that have their own meanings in the own ways. You’ll never have to guess how much you mean to me, I promise that. And I’m not one that’s big on broken promises. And while we’re at promises, I promise to always make you smile and laugh no matter what the circumstances are. Even when I’m being an asshole. As long as you’re in it, I’m in it OKAY? Maybe I’ll make more promises in the next letter, but I just need you to know those things for now. I hope you have a wonderful day :)

As always,

Jay

 I want to be with someone that knows something is wrong without me having to tell them. And can see the lie behind every I’m fine, I’m okay & I’m chillin & won’t let me go without talking about it. I just want someone to know me and genuinely give a shitt

I think people fail to realize the fact that material things really mean nothing to me. I don’t want you to take me out for lunch or dinner on your treat, I dont want you to buy me anything, I dont want you to spend money on me. Instead invest your time in me. It makes no sense for us to be involved and I don’t know you. There is a big difference between knowing someone and knowing things about someone. I dont need to see you everyday or every week even if I may want to, but a simple phone call whenever just to talk is just fine. But why should I have to tell people this, doesn’t everyone already know these things?

Dear future girlfriend,

Hello beautiful. Today you look as beautiful as you do every day if not more breath taking. I haven’t wrote to you in about 6 months, maybe I got discouraged maybe I didn’t know what to say. But I always have something to say even if it may not seem like it. My mind runs wild from time to time, indulge me, I happen to come up with some pretty good ideas. I hope 2013 is going well for you and far better then 2012 has treated either of us. Lately I’ve been really indecisive whether or not I could be everything that you want let alone need. Its pretty scary, the thought of never being sufficient enough. But if you’re willing to work with me, I promise it will be well worth it. I fuck up a lot & I don’t always say the right thing but its always with the best of intentions. I won’t let you walk away without a fight. I won’t let you go a day without smiling even if we’ve fought the night before or the whole day or even just for 5 minutes. Boy do I have some spontaneous ideas for you, I hope you like surprises, cause I’m chock full of them. Its like I knew everything I wanted to say to you, or that I do want to say to you but when I go to write them down I draw a blank. Which seems to happen quite often now-a-days, I don’t know why but it happens right? I just wanted to say I hope all is well with you. I hope that you are happy right now or at least on your way to happiness. I hope things are going your way or at least you have the passion within you to change things to go your way. Never forget that you are amazing and beautiful and nothing can change that, NO ONE can change that. Keep smiling it suits you well, and you never know who may be falling in love with your smile :) . Be good to yourself and remember there is always tomorrow.

As always

- Jay

p.s ; Patience is a virtue and you must be one virtuous character… 

lookie lookie ^____^

spare time is my best friend ;)

Dear Future Girlfriend

haii there beautiful. I hope you’re having a wonderful day, week, month , year whatever.  I just want you to know that whenever we do meet if we haven’t already I promise to give you the world. There’s nothing more I want then for you to be happy , like extremely happy. I want to be that person that all your friends wish their boyfriend/girlfriend was more like. That person that calls your or texts you in the middle of the night just to remind you that you are beautiful and that even if we do fight I still love unconditionally.  I know that I’m not the easiest person to be with . TRUST ME I’ll be the first person to tell you that ; but when I’m  in it trust me. I’m in it for real. No really though I dont like to be super cuffy I really dont but for you I will. For you I’d probably do mostly anything. If you’re sad I wouldnt hesitate to make myself look like a complete fool just to see you smile and feel better. Contrary to popular belief I’m not one of the people who doesn’t know what they have when they have it, I know exactly what I have and I cherish it from day 1. 

Well anyways ; just remember that there will always be one person waiting to accept all of your flaws and love you anyways. And that person just so happens to me


As always 

Sincerely,

Jay

Dear Future Girlfriend,

I know what youre thinking, I know I said I was done writing to you and all that but I just want you to know that I haven’t given up on you or us.  I still think you are beyond beautiful and would love to hold and kiss you for forever. I may not have all of my mind and heart put together in the right spot but I’m trying hard ever single day to get it together. Not just for you though cause that’d be doing it for the wrong reasons ; for me as well. I know that I go back and forth about wanting a relationship and then not wanting one. But I want you to be the one to  show me that relationships are actually worth it and love doesn’t always have to be ugly. I want us to be able to listen to each other and not feel trapped in our own relationship. I just want to be happy & to be even happier with you. The type of happy you feel everytime you see a cute baby or you come home to a super excited dog. I know that thats a really weird analogy but it makes sense; I want to be happy to see and talk to you all the time even if we are fighting and not on the best terms. I dont want us to constantly break up but fix the problems before they get even worse. I’m not the best at talking about my feelings but for you I will ; and I will do my best to make us work as long as you’re in it whole-heartedly.  I just want to say I’m not as bad as I think I am and that you might just bring out the best in me if you stick around long enough.

But please; still do come . I’m still waiting with open arms

- Jay

Dear future girlfriend,

well hello there :) . I know you aren’t here yet and I guess that’s for all the right reasons whether I agree or not, but that’s out of my hands. I’d just like to say that I really do wish you would come along even if its just in a really good friend form for right now. I really like going on long walks at night, I like laying down and talking, anything away from society makes me really happy and appreciative of a lot. I really wanna go to the beach and just sit and listen to the waves crash and count the stars and talk and do other random stuff that cute people do. I promise it doesn’t take much to make me happy, just a little adventure now and then and I’d be appreciative for forever. The more attention in a none clingy way I am given the more I’m willing to want to be with you. JUSTT SAYING

well anyways I hope you’re doing well, even though I don’t know you

Sincerely,

Jiordan

Dear future girlfriend,

hello again :) perhaps you got lost cause well … moving on . Let’s get some things straight about sex and all the good stuff ;) . I LIKE BITING.I WANT YOU TO BITE AND SCRATCH and DO whatever other kinky shit that you want. Don’t worry about hurting me ima hornball it happens. I like kissing A LOT . And just to throw it out there if I don’t feel anything when we kiss chances are you wont be around very long soooo … use your sex appeal it makes me happy ;) . Neck kisses are the best . Teasing ( to a certain extent ) makes me happy. Make me want it . There is nothing sexier then you pushing me off when I’m getting into it and then you whisper for me to come back and tease the shit out of me. But at the same time this isn’t a retirement fund, I don’t wanna wait my whole life to get it . Yuh feel me ^_^ . But yeah do what you gotta do and I’ll keep doing what I have to do and more. The more explosive the sex the better the feeling. KEEP THAT IN MIND

- Jay :)

Dear future girlfriend,

I haven’t written to you in awhile, not cause I ran out of stuff to say but more cause I thought you would come around. But I shall start writing to you again :) . If you ever get sick just know that I got you. I’ll make you soup and make sure that you get better. If you have to throw up I’ll sit on the bathroom floor with you and let you know that I’m not going anywhere in sickness or health. If I have $2 to my name I’ll spend it on ginger ale for you; like its that serious. Just know that if you’re sick you’ll be my number one priority ; no doubt

- Jay

Dear future girlfriend,

I really like letter and stories. Like ALOTTTTT . They make me smile and  I keep every single one of them no matter how short or long they may be. I wanna write you letters to of course cause what’s a one-sided relationship anyways. I would write to you about how I feel about you or even something as simple as how much I miss you. The possibilities are endless. And as for stories I LOVE stories. Like you should definately be prepared to tell me a story every night, because chances are I will ask for one. & if you do tell me one it will make me super super happy :)

- Jay

Dear future girlfriend,

I really like music. I am ALWAYS listen to music or thinking about music or dancing. DANCE WITH ME :) I promise it will be fun. And if I randomly rap to you or sing a song, complete it. Cause that right there is cute shit. I like cute shit . And I am DETERMINED to have a cute relationship :D. But no really though randomly sing and dance with me. It would make me oh so happy. & if I’m happy you’ll be super happy:)

- Jay

Dear future girlfriend,

I have a really really good memory. & I pick up on little details like what you are wearing or if you did your hair differently. And chances are I will remember it for a long time especially if something happened on that day. PLEASE make fun memories with me. I wanna be able to think back and remember all the fun things we did & be able to show you off with amazing memories to the whole world. I just wanna be happy & make you happy and if we make memories on the way it will make it even sweeter. So we must take a shit load of pictures and videos of us doing cute shit. Because well I want a super cute relationship

- Jay

Dear future girlfriend,

I strongly believe in the bros before hoes saying . My bros ; best friends, fam and really good friends happen to come before you. Its nothing personal but they were there before you, chances are they are gonna be there after you and they are gonna be there when we are fighting. BUT I would love if you got along with you and they really liked you and saw you for who I see you as. When my friends like you its like hitting the jackpot. They’ll defend you when I’m wrong and tell me to go make up with you and all that cute shit. When they don’t like you chances are our relationship isn’t gonna go very far. & PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don’t embarrass me in front of my friends. That is the worse feeling ever . If you are mad or wanna fight just wait till my friends aren’t there and I will be MORE THEN GLAD to listen to you and your side of the story. Arguments in public are a NO NO. Other then that everything will be just peachy :D

- Jay

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